I've missed a lot of days- school really picked up and is kicking my arse XD
So I'll just make entries when I can from here on out.
Your school year just booted up a week ago- you're now living at the dorms, with no internet until tomorrow. I have to say, I don't think I've ever been more worried. It's tough, you know? I miss being able to hear your voice, and know that you're safe. I just miss you. Even as I type this, you're not online, and I'm so worried that something happened to you. You're my world, my love... I just want to warp you over here, so that I'd know that you were safe.
There's nothing I want more in this world than to be in your arms once more, even if it's for an instant. And I guess I get scared that I'll never get to feel that again, because something will happen to you. And part of that fear is powerlessness, because I can't do shit to save you. I can't give my life for yours, because of this stupid ocean in the way. I want to protect you, but I can't. And maybe that scares me too.
You know something? Any time I'm nervous or scared, and I don't know what to do, I fiddle with the necklace you gave me. I guess it's just something to do with my hands, but I like to think it gives me a sense of safety, in an odd way. Hell. For a moment of your safety, I'd loose damnation upon the stars.
I miss you, my love. I hope this finds you safe and happy.
I love you~ For all eternity.